exhibitionist

✯ the brazilian dancer costume








✯ the princess leia



















☆ i got a facebook message today from a family friend (bridie) asking me where i got hold of a certain 'brazilian dancer' costume id worn to a party a while back. i couldn't wait for jerry to come home to shove it in his face! ha ha!! im not the only exhibitionist in the world!!!

he's constantly ridiculing me for jumping at the chance to get my clothes off and using every fancy-dress party opportunity to flaunt my body and show as much skin as possible.... i'm not really sure why i enjoy it so much: i guess its the shock element, the thrill of going a bit over the top, causing a stir etc. maybe i'm just an attention seeker at heart...
i wore the (star wars) princess leia bikini to my brother's 21st birthday party, in the middle of winter, that my grandparents were attending... from certain angles it looked like i was wearing nothing. that was probably a bit extreme. in fact i was asked by several people if i had no shame....

but really, don't most girls want to be exhibitionists..? it just takes a bit of courage. i'm a firm believer in 'if you've got it, flaunt it, and if you don't, pretend you do.'

i used to model for a life drawing class once a week. everyone in the class became good friends, we had a laugh, listened to music, stuffed ourselves with coffee and cakes in the breaks and had a fantastic time. the thing i liked best about it was not the naked exposure, but being involved in something so artistic and creative.... jerry refuses to understand this, is convinced that its a perverts haven and has blackmailed me into never doing it again... i tried asking him if one day he'd like to come along and pose with me, but that was the joke of the century...

there is something thrilling and liberating about stripping off. if that makes me an exhibitionist then i'd like to recommend it to everyone!

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